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Thursday, September 18, 2008 @ 2:17 PM
i feel like i have myself to blame for not dressing up provocatively like her.
or put in effort in make-up and accessories.
or effort in sitting like a girl.

then again, if i do change, i'd lose the essence of "me" in me.
i guess there are people in the world who would get "bored".
and i always thought when you're in love, "boredom" doesn't exist.
at least, now i know which one existed and which one didn't.

so what is it that one should do to make one stay?
change to that person's liking? or simply just honestly love?
i know the latter doesn't work.
so i guess change it is.

ok then.
does that mean i'm gonna have to try look like a slutty, whorish skank?