Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 10:15 PM
my brain and my heart can never agree,
on which way or how i want things to be. no doubt both have a common intention, but the differences are causing me frustration. i feel i have missed you ever so dearly, but my mouth just utters nothing clearly. my brain would blame you for being away, when really, i just wanna hold you and keep you with me all night and day. i get jealous when i see you make them smile, it's either i flaunt you or keep you away for more than a mile. i'm sorry, i can't take it when someone's enjoying your company. i've lost you once before, and i'd want your attention on me. yes, the way i act, it seems selfish of me. but there's a reason behind it all, you see. i'd want the best for you, and i'd do anything, so long you stand by my side and we have a happy ending. you've been the best thing that's ever happened to me, and i don't want them to take you away, i don't want you to leave me. these feelings i have between heart and head, can never see eye to eye, so it repels instead. i hope you see this conflict in me, and know that i'm trying to resolve it quickly. keep in mind that both have the same goal: to love you, to be there for you, and your partner till we grow old. |
Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 10:15 PM
