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Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 10:15 PM
my brain and my heart can never agree,
on which way or how i want things to be.
no doubt both have a common intention,
but the differences are causing me frustration.

i feel i have missed you ever so dearly,
but my mouth just utters nothing clearly.
my brain would blame you for being away,
when really, i just wanna hold you and keep you with me all night and day.

i get jealous when i see you make them smile,
it's either i flaunt you or keep you away for more than a mile.
i'm sorry, i can't take it when someone's enjoying your company.
i've lost you once before, and i'd want your attention on me.

yes, the way i act, it seems selfish of me.
but there's a reason behind it all, you see.
i'd want the best for you, and i'd do anything,
so long you stand by my side and we have a happy ending.

you've been the best thing that's ever happened to me,
and i don't want them to take you away, i don't want you to leave me.
these feelings i have between heart and head,
can never see eye to eye, so it repels instead.

i hope you see this conflict in me,
and know that i'm trying to resolve it quickly.
keep in mind that both have the same goal:
to love you, to be there for you, and your partner till we grow old.